These is gonna be a more personal and won't have so much interactions with the reader, hope you can still enjoy it.

   Have you ever felt like runing away? Like the birds had the better view? That you couldn't stay were you were anymore?
   Let me tell you the story about a milion people...
              They are all stuck in one place or one head, the screams get louder, the tension get's bigger, the anxiatie rises, the pain becames numb and the tierness... the tierness consumes you. They count the energy they have left, they spend sleepless nights, they ignore and they get frustrated till... till they fall too deep.
              And so they dream, of wings to take them away to fly rhem high! To get them out, to run away. 
              Now you must want the good ending where they run or get their wings, but not all do or not on the best way, run away is a gift, to pack everything and say good bye too your life. It's like a new book where you and only you are the first charecter, and the ending... well the ending changes betewn people, no ending is the same. Some run, some stay, some fly, some dream, and some die.
           
             I dreamt about runing away, about picking everything and just leaving these life, no satisfactions, no goodbyes, no tears, no nothings. But what would be my ending? Each option will I check on my list?

    Now I will ask you, each one would you check, my run away child?

   Hello everyone!
   I have been wanting to do some posts recently but unfortunatly I don't have time to work and finish my writting because of personal problems and work, that being why I appeard and desappear for so long.
   I was in vacations for a feew weeks but unfortunatly I was even more busy then with family, traveling and other plans so my laptop was mostly shutted off.
   I found a place where can type and work on my posts with time, fixing my grammar mistake etc. So I am hopping that like that I can post more often but as always no promises, and I can't make that more clear.
   I want as well to inform on other projects and sites I work and post some of my work that takes me a long time and atention, if you wish to check it out I will leave the link at the end of the post.

   I hope you guys keep appering and counting on my writting even if it appears I have died, thank you for all that still check my blog.

   These was all! Goodbye and happy supper late new years and merry christmas!

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   Hello everyone, today is gonna be a diferent post.

  

   Love, life, belifes, dreams, these are a feew things that people hold on to, things that make you go on that make you belive or imagen an ending to your own story. Now let me give you a scenaryo.: 

What if you had none of these things? 

   Your love was ended, your belifes were destroyed, your dreams were broken and shatterd and your life seems to escape from your hands every day. You feel controlled, stuck on a eternal loop that you can not leave, and the air around you is desapearing littel by littel... What would you do? On these scenaryo you have a mutiple choice.:

                         a) Find something new and keep living;
                         b) Learn to deal with the darkness.
                         c) End it all.

   I could tell any of you "Keep going! Fight!" but those words seem vain after a while if you know what I mean, they seem just an empty thing someone says to make you stay a littel bit longer on the rabbit whole. But I'm not gonna tell you to jump either, these feeling, these problems, these thoughts and all that comes with it are complicated. Their is no on and off button but their is diferent ways to deal with it. Moving on right away isn't easy and ending it isn't easy either because then the thought of "If I fail I have to explain the why." and that fear can give you burn on your chest and some sleepless nights.

   Let's choose option B best is what it seems, so how do we deal with it their is diferent options but they all take time and their will always be step backs, but moving on a brighter future then one full with darkness is easyer. No it won't be bright all the time, no it won't be a bright light that occupies all the dark as I said it takes time. It takes efort it takes every inch of your soul, mind and body.

   Everything I can ask is for the ones suffering from these to take a step at the time, to look a bit more up, to take another chance to the hell we all live in and to keep fighting I know that you are even if it isn't noticeble, even if it takes time. I know you still are fighting for everything. 

   So let's climb the rabbit whole up again and try one more time! 

   

    I apologize for the diference on the post but I felt like I needed to take these off my chest.

  Minasan, kon'nichiwa!
  So I wanted to talk about this game that I played recently, as you can see in the title of this post says the name of the game is Long Gone Days that "is a 2D modern-day character-driven RPG that combines elements from visual novels and dystopian fiction, set in our own world during present time." 
  "The game tells the story from the point of view of Rourke, a soldier from the Core, a highly isolated place below the surface of the Earth. After finding out the truth about the operation he's part of in Kaliningrad, he decides to abandon his post, not really knowing the overall consequences of deserting from an inescapable war."
  This are the actual description that the creator haves in the site of the game that by the way is, http://gamejolt.com/games/long-gone-days/151330 in here you can play the demo, see the description of the game and the devlogs about the progress of the game.
   The demo alredy includes some art with characters and with game scenarios, it's really good in my opinion so if you play it please check it out.
   Some of the things I loved in the game was the graphics on the rpg, as in the visual novels is really good and haves a licking to it, not hurting your eyes like some. The music on the game changes to the place, the scenarios or with what is happening what can really put you into the game. The interaction with it and your choices are another thing that brings you closer to the game and even sometimes gives you a littel of feelings. Your choices and how they affect the game and the character you play are amazing they can change your story completely or even make you lose the game.
   I also loved how the game would bring you closer to it and make you want to know what happens next. I think that it was a good idea of the creator to do the cliff hangers and the end of the demo the way he/she did it, because it really makes you interested on the game.

   So in conclusion I think it is a great game for you to try it out ,even if it is still just a demo. If you play it please tell me if you liked it was much as me!
   Hope you guys liked this littel post and as always,
   Sayõnara Minasan!

  Minasan, kon'nichiwa!

  So this few days I have been talking to this amazing dude, that his name will stay a secret but I call him Tenshi (Anjo), so we started talking more in this past few days and let me tell you guys he sings for me now and then and *-* I GO TO HEAVEN AND CAME BACK!

   He haves this cute but still masculine voice and when he sings is such a mix of everything and he is not sound death so it's even better.

   We have been singing this past few days to one another and even if he says that I sing well (what I don't) I think is singing is amazing and I decided that I should share it with you guys. Because he migth be my angel but you guys are my whole world.

   Hope you enjoy the singing!

  Sayõnara Minasan!

 Minasan, kon'nichiwa!
 So I just came home from vacations and they were great! I spent one weak in Algarve and another weak in Lisbon, in these too incredible places I spent my time with my friends and family.
 But that's not what I came here to talk today, I came here to talk about one amazing restaurant. The food is delicious and it doesn't make you wait hours, the service is great and the staff is super nice. They already have some regular costumers and incredible busy hours.
  Me and my family couldn't agree more that the food has delicious! I ate a wrap of pork and a dessert Panna Conta of White Chocolate. And they were great! This restaurant it's located at the Village Market of Cascais and the name is STHLM MRKT.
  I hope one day one of you guys can go their and taste the food and if you go one of this days please comment about what you thought of the place, thank you!
  Sayõnara Minasan!